590、So good!
590、So good!
A smile burst into Ji Xiaoru's face instantly, and he gave "Lu Chenxi" a thumbs up and said, "You are awesome."
"Lu Chenxi" was in a state of distress, so he smiled back at Ji Xiaoru with difficulty.
Continuing to eat, Tang Xiao has quite a good appetite, and she ate up everything that Cheng Lie put on her plate.
Cheng Lie wondered, "Why do you have such a good appetite today?"
Tang Xiao usually eats moderately, and occasionally when he is unwell, he doesn't eat much.
"I want to eat more, get better physical strength, and recover quickly." Tang Xiao said with high spirits.
"You're so good." Cheng Lie praised Tang Xiao with a smile and rubbed his head.
Ji Xiaoru looked at the two people in front of her showing affection and envy, looked at "Lu Chenxi" who was buried in peeling eggs for her for a while, then suddenly raised his head and placed it on top of "Lu Chenxi".
"Lu Chenxi": "...?"
Following Cheng Lie's example, Ji Xiaoru rubbed "Lu Chenxi"'s short hair: "You are so good."
"Lu Chenxi" didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and realized that Ji Xiaoru was imitating the example, so she couldn't help saying, "There are no women who touch men's heads, only men touch women's heads."
"Why can't a woman touch a man's head? I want to touch yours, don't you want to?" Ji Xiaoru tilted her head and stared at a pair of bright and clear eyes, and rubbed "Lu Chenxi" once again provocatively hair top.
He was already churning in his stomach, and his whole body was terribly uncomfortable, but after being rubbed by Ji Xiaoru, he felt dizzy for an instant.
Without leaving any trace, he quietly supported the edge of the table with his hand, "Lu Chenxi" looked at Ji Xiaoru helplessly, and said in a low voice: "Xiaoru, stop making trouble."
He couldn't help but feel sympathy for the old Lu Chenxi, Ji Xiaoru is really a sassy girlfriend worthy of the name.
Fortunately, he didn't accept Ji Xiaoru's sincerity at that time, otherwise, he would have been tortured to death by this woman long ago.
If it weren't for Lu Chenxi's good health and vigorous energy, how could he hold Xiaoru, a pungent woman?
Looking at Ji Xiaoru's bright and charming face in the morning light, he thought to himself, this face is really good-looking, few female stars can match her, and what's even more rare is that Ji Xiaoru was born with extremely fair skin, without No blemishes, just put on a little lipstick and it looks beautiful.
It's a pity that pretty women are mostly bad tempered.
Like Xiaoxiao, who is beautiful, good-natured, and capable, probably only Reiko is lucky enough to marry.
He knew that his life and Tang Xiao's were destined to never intersect again, and the rest of his life could only be lived to fulfill Lu Zi's long-cherished wish.
"Lu Chenxi" said "stop making trouble", which instantly softened Ji Xiaoru's little heart.
She couldn't speak for a long time, and after a while, she said stiffly: "I don't care about you."
"Lu Chenxi" is simply what one could wish for.
God knows, he just wants to sit here and be a quiet and handsome man, get through this time, go to the bathroom and spit out the food rolling in his stomach.
After Ji Xiaoru had eaten and drank enough, "Lu Chenxi" got up immediately and said to everyone, "I'm going to the bathroom."
Ji Xiaoru looked up at "Lu Chenxi": "Is your stomach uncomfortable?"
"Lu Chenxi" felt uncomfortable in his stomach, and he didn't want to let Ji Xiaoru know, so he had to plant it on his stomach: "Yeah."
After finishing speaking, without waiting for Ji Xiaoru to ask any more questions, she tried her best to support herself and walked towards the bathroom.
Walking in the spacious and bright living room, Pei Yuancheng suddenly hated the designer of this villa.
Nothing to worry about, why design the house so big?Why is the toilet placed so far away?
He couldn't bear it anymore.
If he hadn't been able to feel the gaze belonging to Ji Xiaoru behind him, he might have knelt on the ground and hugged the trash can to spit it out.
I am still able to stand now, it is entirely supported by perseverance.
Beads of sweat oozed from his smooth forehead.
At the same time, he gritted his teeth and quickened his pace.
After he got out of the living room and confirmed that Ji Xiaoru would never see him again, he breathed a sigh of relief and reached out to support the wall beside him.
The rest of the journey can almost be said to be moved step by step.
When he got to the bathroom, Pei Yuancheng couldn't hold on anymore.
He leaned against the bathroom door and slid down weakly.
"Ahem..." He coughed in a low voice, suppressed. Although the bathroom was far away from the living room, he was still worried that Ji Xiaoru would hear him if he coughed too loudly.
He felt very uncomfortable all over, and the sink was close in front of him, but he didn't even have the strength to stand up now.
There was a wry smile on his pale lips, and he suddenly thought that just a few days ago, he was still inseparable from the wheelchair.
He almost forgot that he was a critically ill patient.
Now, he hated his own weakness and weakness.
Because, he finally knew how much disease affects life.
He was used to his life as a critically ill patient, and he was used to lying in bed and sitting in a wheelchair every day.
All of a sudden, he was going to play a normal person.
It was difficult, but he discovered how much he yearned for a normal life deep in his heart.
In the process of playing Lu Chenxi, he occasionally felt a kind of jealousy towards Lu Chenxi.
He is healthy, sunny and hyperactive.
Lu Chenxi and Pei Yuancheng have the same mother, but they are completely opposite.
Mother must love Lu Chenxi, the adoptive son, more than she loves herself?
Even for Ji Xiaoru, Lu Chenxi is a much better choice than himself.
However, such a good and outstanding Lu Chenxi was taken away by the sea at a young age.
Why, he wasn't the one who died, Pei Yuancheng?
Pei Yuancheng coughed and felt a fishy sweetness in his throat.
Looking down at the palm, I saw that it had been occupied by bright red blood at some point.
Every time he coughed, blood would spill from his throat.
The pain in the stomach, the colic in the heart... and all kinds of indescribable discomfort all over his body, he felt that even death would be better than now.
Why did God torture him so much?
Is it because he has not suffered enough torture?
From childhood to adulthood, how has he ever been happy?
Whether it is family affection or love, he has almost never had it.
What does he have?
All he has is money.
But money was the last thing he needed.
On the cold floor, Pei Yuancheng sat there alone, bowing his head and coughing.
His vision was blurred, and double images appeared in front of his eyes, but the pain involved him, preventing him from falling asleep.
Can only continue to suffer from the devastation of the disease.
More and more blood spilled from his throat, and he could feel blood stains falling on his lapel.
He subconsciously wanted to rub the blood away with his hands... He thought to himself, he couldn't be seen by Ji Xiaoru, otherwise, how would he explain this matter?
But soon, he showed a bitter smile again.
In the current situation, whether he can get out of here smoothly is a problem.
Ji Xiaoru can't be made to wait too long... he thought to himself.
So, he bit his lip and forced his lower lip to ooze blood. At the same time, he used all his strength to support the ground to stand up little by little.
This was not possible before.
But now, he has to do it.
Pei Yuancheng straightened up with difficulty, and then moved to the sink step by step. There were a few times in the middle, he almost couldn't hold on anymore, but when he thought of Lu Zi's body he saw at the beach, and Ji Xiaoru's first awakening Seeing the crazy appearance after coming here, he felt that he must live and play the role of "Lu Chenxi" well.
Lu Zi, you have acted in so many dramas and played roles that are loved by so many people. You would never have thought that someone would play you after your death, right?
Pei Yuancheng smiled softly, leaned over the sink, and saw his pale face in the mirror.
The person in the mirror had a thin face, sweat covered his face, and glaring blood stains on his pale lips.
Thankfully, he stopped vomiting blood.
I really hate this face, he thought, why not just remove the whole face and make it look like Lu Chenxi?
Change his heart and have plastic surgery to become Lu Chenxi. In this case, can he become Lu Chenxi?
In this case, can his life be completely reversed?
He stared into the mirror in a daze.
Until another burst of tearing pain hit him.
"Uh..." Pei Yuancheng groaned in pain, his whole body went limp, and he fell powerlessly on the sink.
His bony fingers gripped the sink tightly, so hard that his knuckles turned white.
Even that doesn't seem to be enough.
His body still seemed to be slipping uncontrollably.
No... no.
Pei Yuancheng, you can't be so useless.
He gritted his teeth and ordered himself to persevere.
But, it's too hard...
There seemed to be another voice in his mind, urging him to give up.
Close your eyes, lose consciousness, let the heart stop beating completely, then life will be completely ended.All pain will be gone.
What exactly is death?
The body and the consciousness, which one's demise is the real demise?
Pei Yuancheng is not afraid of death, for him, death has always been a relief.
When people can stop thinking about pain, maybe they really won't suffer anymore.
However, to die like this is unavoidably selfish.
If he died, there would be no more Pei Yuancheng, nor "Lu Chenxi" in the world.
At that time, what should Xiaoru do?
At that time, all the pressure will gather on Xiaoxiao and Retsuko.
What should they do?
No, he couldn't just die like that.
What is happening now may be the mission entrusted to him by God.
He cannot abandon them.
In his life, he has almost never obtained family love, but friendship, only friendship, he has obtained no less than others.
Liezi, Luzi, Xiaoxiao, Xiaoru...these people used to care about him and take care of him.
If there was anything he owed others in his life, it was none other than these people.
They don't need any money or rights in return, what he can repay them is only the same amount of friendship.
He couldn't die until he had paid back the friendship he owed them.
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