Leng Shaodu loves the genuine daughter

Chapter 612

Seeing An Xia's puzzled expression, Su Yuechen pulled her back to the room, and responded to her lightly: "I said that you can control your time and thoughts as you like. From the moment you leave the Imperial Group, all you have left is to relax and relax." gone."

"Oh, I really believe it now." She closed the door, "But there must always be a limit, for example, when is the cut-off time for relaxation?"

She turned around and fixed her eyes on Su Yuechen's face, "You will tell me sooner or later, won't you? I can't live here for the rest of my life, you know I'm no longer a teenage girl."

Looking back now, it's not that she can't recall the drunkenness at all, especially the 16th birthday night when she was completely abandoned out of memory. Compulsory lost memories.

She could understand why she had undergone psychological treatment in the hospital at the beginning, and her potential mental illness was also reflected. She had already had a subconscious blockade disease, and then suffered a severe blow to the brain in her twenties, which caused the memory to break. Shocks and twists and turns lead to the outbreak of these underlying psychological problems, which will lead to mental symptoms. After subsequent rehabilitation, the past events that were originally forced to sleep may be induced to reappear a little bit. This is only a matter of time.

At that time, An Xia still had to study this statement, but now when she was verified, she suddenly realized that when the turbulent things happened to her, she had subconsciously made the most authentic self-protection.

So much so that when she thinks back to this issue now, she actually feels that the current situation has completely deviated from her original setting, and even deviated too much at one point.

"I don't seem to understand you anymore." Su Yuechen sighed slightly, because of An Xia's words just now, he felt that things were getting more and more weird, "If you want to leave at any time, I said But you can do whatever you want, and I will personally arrange for a helicopter to pick you up here if necessary."

An Xia didn't gnaw, but just stretched out her hand to rearrange the hair that was messed up by the sea breeze just now, walked directly to the side of the sofa, picked up the little dolphin's pillow, and took off her shoes just like in the afternoon, and jumped onto the window sill with bare feet , wrapping his arms around his knees.

"What did you think of, didn't you?" Su Yuechen said slowly, sat down on the seat opposite her, and looked directly past her at the dark and surging sea outside the window. Maybe the tide will rise tonight!

An Xia nodded, and complained, "I didn't expect that I would already have hidden psychological problems when I was a teenager. No wonder I developed mental symptoms when I was in an accident with a child last time."

Was it because I remembered those past events?About that night with him?

Su Yuechen thought, it was because he remembered, so he couldn't continue to face the situation calmly...

Even though he was quite surprised by An Xia's answer, he couldn't help feeling complicated emotions.

After a few seconds of silence, he asked quite unexpectedly, "Do you remember everything?"

"Well, about everything between us."

That lingering kiss, and the promise she made to him when she was ignorant and fearless, even if she could never keep it.

If An's parents didn't show up the next day, maybe she wouldn't be obsessive-compulsive, trying everything to force herself to forget everything that happened that night, including all the memories of Su Yuechen.

"I will live by the sea in the future, and I will live in this small house all my life!"

This sentence flashed through An Xia's mind in an instant. The 16-year-old's drunken sentence even repeated it endlessly. She could see how she stretched out her hands to hang herself from the flood of pictures. On Su Yuechen's neck, those dark eyes just looked at his dark pupils without any smoothness.

What else did she say?

Oh, it seems that the subsequent words are the real reason why Su Yuechen has been suffering for so many years. She paid attention to her. She clenched the little dolphin pillow in her hand and tried to tell the 16-year-old her from the hidden corner of her memory. The words of the old man are engraved in his mind: "I like your golden hair and your eyes. Let's live together by the sea in the future, okay? We don't want me anymore, why do you want me? Woolen cloth?"

It's really the truest answer in her heart. An Xia closed her eyes, silently looking at the scenes that flooded her mind, the drunken self and Su Yuechen who was blindly accommodating her. At that time, he was only 20 years old. age, wearing a simple shirt and cotton trousers, and even the slightly disheveled hair on his forehead did not affect his handsomeness at all. No wonder the 16-year-old himself would kiss jerky after saying these words Looking at Su Yuechen.

It's not so much a kiss, but a simple touch. An Xia seems to be able to feel the strong smell of alcohol, the kiss that leaves at the touch of a touch, it's really not a beautiful touch.

It turned out that as early as that time, she had already given her first kiss to this man.

But now that I think about it, it was not the first intimate contact, but it was obviously different from the first time two people met at the bottom of the sea. Su Yuechen rescued himself who had an accidental cramp during diving. After the so-called artificial respiration, after being drunk that night A touch is a real kiss.

"At that time, you were probably only about 20 years old, right?" She whispered, as if she was asking herself, or Su Yuechen.

The man sitting across from her laughed at himself, "19 years old, me at that time and you at 16 years old..."

Su Yuechen looked at her, and he could think of how ridiculous he was when he was kissed forcibly, and even once really thought that she could be drunk, "Now that we have talked about this matter, do you still remember that after being drunk, when you were 16 years old, Did you say anything else?"

What else did you say?An Xia frowned, closed her eyes tightly, and tried to remember.

"I'm really late!" Su Yuechen's tone was always self-deprecating with some helplessness and regret, wanting to interrupt An Xia in the memory, he reached out to lift her chin, and said with a complicated expression , "Do you think it's a little ridiculous?"

"Yeah...it's obviously ridiculous."

Taking a deep breath, An Xia straightened up and followed his gestures, "I blame myself, I really regret it..."

"En!" He interrupted An Xia directly, looking at her eyes that were covered with moisture.

Of course he knew, because she said that after being drunk today, she said that she regretted it a little! !

"In the sea, when I was cramping, you were the one who saved me, didn't you?" An Xia in front of her, imitating her 16-year-old self, repeated what she said at the time. Just like before, she raised her hand to touch Su Yuechen's eyes Profile and nose, two people were originally one sitting and the other half kneeling, An Xia was completely similar to her 16-year-old self in memory, like two figures overlapped, when she put her index finger on Su Yuechen's lips On the bed, he said with some sobs: "When you gave me a sigh of relief, didn't you know that you would be responsible if you kissed me? I'm not young..."

Suddenly, he didn't know what happened, so he broke that nerve. The tears in his eyes seemed to be broken, and fell down without warning, burning Su Yuechen's arm. He naturally understood what the words behind him were. What, then followed her words and continued: "You were just 16 years old that day, and your biological parents gave you the most unexpected birthday gift, so since then, you have never had a birthday again!!"

After Su Yuechen finished speaking, she let go of the right hand that was originally placed on An Xia's chin, and turned to wipe her wet cheeks. An Xia, who was already choked up, felt the temperature of his fingers. , and distressed emotions because of his movements, amplified instantly, she could feel her heart beating violently, the chug sound covered all the sounds, her choking and sobbing, even because of the sudden change of emotion , the breathing rate was somewhat out of breath, and all sounds were covered by the sound of the heartbeat. Unexpectedly, the person in front of him suddenly hugged himself who was half kneeling on the window sill.

"I didn't expect you to be drunk, remember these!"

She wasn't sure whether Su Yuechen was talking about the 16-year-old drunk self or the drunk self this afternoon, but she didn't respond positively, but obediently buried her face in his shoulder blades, feeling his temperature, There is also a heartbeat like a drum.

He knew it, knew her emotions and felt helpless regrets, missed it, after all, it wasn't a mistake! !

Everyone who appeared by her side was right, Lu Yan was right, Xu Qijun was even more right, but she was the only one who was wrong, outrageously wrong, An Xia thought so, stretched her arms around Su Yuechen, and still knelt in a daze On the window sill, because of the thick blanket, but because of the mat, you can see the marks on the knees and legs.

After the two of them separated, they didn't sit facing each other, but sat next to each other. An Xia's eye bags, which were slightly swollen because of drunkenness, became even more red and swollen from crying just now, but it didn't affect Su Yuechen's careful attention at all. Watch her move.

"It's ugly, I can feel it!" She smiled and said, "It seems to have vented your grievances for you."

"My grievance?" He repeated self-deprecatingly, "It should be my unwillingness!"

Unexpectedly, Dao An Xia felt even more embarrassed when he said that. She coughed in a concealed manner, "There's no way, it's irreversible!"

It was originally a joking tone, but I didn't expect that after saying it, I would feel uncomfortable in my heart.

"Yeah, especially the person who is by your side is Xu Qijun," Su Yuechen said slowly, "If it were anyone, I might try to fight for it, even if it was Lu Yan or Lu Xing, I would try I tried to snatch you back, but it happened to be Xu Qijun."

It happened to be this man who was once similar to him, the man who would go through fire and water for An Xia but never had to explain everything.

Even though he lost his daughter because of the scandal, he was even misunderstood by An Xia and Lu Yan for a while, but he didn't explain it after all, and let them know the truth in the end. Thinking of this, he continued, " Do you still remember what you said to me in the Starbucks store?"

"If he is good, I will be good with him, if he is bad, I will become bad with him!"

It's enviable for such a person to have An Xia!

An Xia looked at the man in front of him, especially noticing his subtle emotional changes, "I should feel happy. After all, I have you, Lu Yan, and Lu Xing who have been guarding me. My good, my bad, and my good. Your cowardice, and even my dare not face it, you will condone it!"

The basis of all this comes from love. Only those who love you will give you the right to hurt them.