Chapter 491 I love him very much
Chapter 491 I love him very much
Hearing what she said, Pei Ran raised her eyebrows, looked at Yang Qian with a pair of beautiful eyes, seemed confused and puzzled, and said, "Auntie, didn't Zhuo Lang say that you have agreed to us being together? "
Yang Qian looked at Pei Ran's innocent face, and couldn't help but burst into a smile, her face was full of unkindness.
Seeing her like this, Pei Ran probably knew something, but at the moment she didn't speak first, but sat there calmly, waiting for her to speak.
Seeing that she didn't speak, Yang Qian smiled and said, "Pei Ran, I always thought you were a very smart girl who could understand me, but in the end I found out that you are just pretending to be smart. Zhuo Lang is the most beloved girl in my life." Son, I dote on him, but it doesn't mean I will let him do anything wrong."
After she finished speaking, she kept staring at her coldly, not to mention kindness in her eyes, not even the slightest liking.
If it was a year ago, Pei Ran would have been so scared that she couldn't even speak, she would be at a loss, she would just let go.
But now after going through so much, Pei Ran began to understand that even though she was inferior to others in many areas, she could not easily give up her own happiness, she had to work hard for the one she loved.
Yan Zhuolang has done too much for her before, but she refused to take even one step, but kept retreating, always retreating. Pei Ran has never thought about how strong she can be, but she hopes that she can be brave Go out and give her and Yan Zhuolang a chance to be happy.
Pei Ran took a deep breath, her beautiful face was full of tenacity, she knew what she should fight for now, and what she should let go.
No matter how much she dislikes and hates herself, this is not enough reason for her to give up Yan Zhuolang.
She always had a faint smile on her face, and when she looked at the face that was exactly the same as Yan Zhuolang, she smiled and said, "Auntie, I know you don't like me, and I also know that your favorite daughter-in-law is not me, You agreed to Zhuolang at first because you hoped that time would consume our relationship. In your heart, no matter how hard I tried to change, I was still so unbearable. The shining place, you just blindly despise my bad, but forget to see my good."
Yang Qian looked at Pei Ran with a questioning expression on her face, as if she wanted to know where her confidence came from, her lips tightened, "Pei Ran, it's not that I didn't give you a chance, do you think I'll give you a chance? Opportunity, you are worthy enough to be Zhuolang, can you stand by his side?"
Yang Qian didn't want to go around in circles with Pei, she just wanted to speak clearly, and it would be best for her to get out of the way, lest she say something nasty and make her feel uncomfortable.
Pei Ran looked at her, her lips slightly parted, "Auntie, you can give me a chance to see if I am the most suitable woman to stand beside Zhuolang."
Yang Qian felt so angry when she heard Pei Ran say this, she suppressed her anger and said, "Pei Ran, why should I give you this chance, whether it's from family, experience, or any other aspect? , you and Zhuolang are people from two worlds. If you are reluctant to stay together, you will only harm others and yourself. Although you have courage now, I am afraid that you will not be able to bear it in the future. The most important thing for people is self-knowledge, not self-awareness. Be pampered and be proud.
Hearing what she said, Pei Ran gritted her teeth and lowered her head. After a long silence, she raised her head, "Auntie, I know, compared with Yan Zhuolang, we are really far apart, and I understand your concerns."
Every time Pei Ran talks to Yang Qian, she is inevitably afraid at the end, and today is no exception, her hands are very nervous, shaking slightly, but she keeps inhaling and inhaling, telling herself not to be afraid, not to be nervous, She has to learn to face what should be faced.
She said after a while, "Auntie, you know what you mean, my identity and my experience can't stand in front of him, and even I admit that my appearance will only bring him trouble. I have always felt that I am very humble, how can a person like me, who is overworked and engaged to another man, be with him..."
Pei Ran said with a twitch of her lips, "Sometimes I feel that it is a blessing I have cultivated in my previous life that he is able to take a fancy to me. Apart from having a pretty face, I don't seem to have anything good. I used to be serious After thinking about my relationship with him, I feel that I am really not worthy of him, so I listened to your words and chose to break up with him peacefully."
"Auntie, you must have seen it too. Zhuolang's life without me is like losing his soul. Although we are all trying to forget each other, the track of fate still connects us and makes us deeply bonded to each other. And in the days when we were separated, I have been working hard to change myself, I hope I can perform better, even if you have a slight change in my opinion, because I really want to be with Zhuolang."
After Pei Ran finished speaking, she paused.
She raised a pair of beautiful eyes and looked at Yang Qian who was opposite, "Auntie, maybe the achievements I have achieved now can be easily obtained by any rich family, maybe I am still so insignificant in your eyes, but I really have worked hard change, and even what I am fighting for for Zhuolang, so this time, whether it is blocked by you or someone else, I will not let go, and I will not do anything to hurt Zhuolang."
Pei Ran and Yang Qian didn't have much contact together, and she seldom talked so much with Yang Qian. In the past, she was always afraid of her, and always tried her best to bear it. She thought that she would be fulfilled by giving in, but now she felt that , anything is absolutely impossible without being brave enough to fight for it.
Now she has said all she wants to say, what should be said, and after she has finished speaking, she does not have such a strong burden and pressure.
It turns out that after you say what you want to say, everything will be free of burden.
After Pei Ran finished speaking, she looked at Yang Qian opposite, she really hoped that she could give her a chance, her eyes were full of sincerity, making it impossible to refuse.
Seeing her expression, Yang Qian couldn't help twitching the corners of her lips. Her face was still indifferent. She looked at her and always felt that she was a joke. Finally, she couldn't help but said, "Pei Ran, I've already reminded you , People must know how to measure, don't be arrogant because of favors, and forget who you are."
Pei Ran said, "Auntie, I know who I am, I hope you will give me a chance."
No one of the two spoke first, they both looked at each other, Pei Ran could only feel his heart beating, as if his breathing became tight.
After a long time, Yang Qian spoke up, "Pei Ran, you really plan to go your own way, don't you think about it for your family?"
Pei Ran stared at Yang Qian, as if guessing what she was going to say, and only heard her say, "I know your mother is doing well in the country now, and she seems to be learning gardening recently. Coincidentally, her gardening teacher, I also I know, and your sister's coffee shop seems to be at C University, right?"
Hearing what she said, Pei Ran couldn't hold back the smile on her face, and a trace of sweat dripped from her forehead.
For Pei Ran now, Pei Xuan and her mother are the most important people to her. She doesn't need to care about it, but she doesn't want the people around her to be hurt. It's hard for them to have a peaceful life now, and she doesn't want them to be disturbed .
Pei Ran didn't expect that Yang Qian knew the people around her like the back of her hand.
Pei Ran was thinking of a countermeasure at the moment, she didn't want Yang Qian to take her own mother for surgery, but she really didn't want to gamble with her family members again, Pei Ran knew before that Yang Qian would not let her and Yan Zhuolang be together so easily At the same time, countless countermeasures have been thought of in her mind, but her threatening words, like a magic voice, have been lingering in Pei Ran's ears, and her heart also began to beat wildly.
She no longer has a father, and she doesn't want Yan Yushu to suffer any harm. Xuanxuan is living a good life now, and she doesn't want to let her have nothing because of herself.
Yang Qian came to her so confidently, she must have known what she was afraid of in her heart, right?
Her face is no longer as determined as it was just now, and her face is a little dark and unclear, and it should be more helpless.
She took a deep breath and said after a long time, "Auntie, my mother and my sister are innocent, I hope you don't bother them."
She smiled and said, "If it wasn't for your business, why would I bother them? Pei Ran, it's because you are too stubborn and want to get things that don't belong to you. I advise you to let go of these obsessions and live with you." Go about your day."
Hearing this, Pei Ran swallowed and said, "Auntie, Zhuolang is not a thing, he is a real person, it will only be counterproductive if you try hard to push me, he obviously likes me like that, why do you still have to force two people like that?" Lovers are separated, can't you take a step back for his love?"
Yang Qian chuckled, "Why should I back down a step?"
Pei Ran didn't want to contradict her directly, and said, "Auntie, I think you want Zhuolang to be happy the most in the world. Now that Zhuolang knows what is happiness and how to be happy, why do you have to prevent him from being happy? Why do you have to let him be happy?" Are you happy when you are unhappy?"
Yang Qian snorted softly, "My son, of course I want him to be happy, but my son has been blinded by people, he can no longer distinguish the most basic right from wrong, as a mother, I must get rid of these mistakes as soon as possible." Cut it off so that you won't regret it later."
Pei Randao, "Auntie, do you really think that your thinking is right? Do you really think that Zhuolang and I are both wrong?"
Yang Qian couldn't help but snorted when she heard this, "Do you really think that Zhuolang can't live without you? Are you too arrogant? You have to know that anyone who leaves this world can live. The cheapest thing in this world is that you take him too seriously."
During the time when Pei Ran and Yan Zhuolang reconciled, maybe the days in Paris were so comfortable that she forgot the reality and the obstacles that were always intertwined between them. She even once thought that she was Cinderella in the middle of the night The prince found her the next day with a glass slipper, but she forgot that after returning to the castle, the prince would also face the queen. Their love was just the beginning.
Pei Ran is actually a little scared and apprehensive now, she is worried that there are too many unknowns in their relationship.
During this period of time, she has been telling herself not to be afraid, not to shrink back, even if anyone appears and blocks her, she will definitely hold her hand firmly, she believes in the power of persistence, and she believes that as long as she works hard, she will be able to be with her. He came together, they will be happy.
"I really can't live without her."
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