Chapter 706
Chapter 706
Hearing this, Pei Ran couldn't help but patted his hand, "You are enough, even your own daughter hates it, aren't you afraid that she will not like you as a father after she is born, but like me as a mother?"
Yan Zhuolang laughed even more when he heard this, and said, "I will know after she is born. This is a way for her father to express his love for her. Because he loves her, he dislikes her."
Pei Ran hated Yan Zhuolang's nonsense the most, and raised her head to stare at him several times.
When the two came out of Le Nest, there was still a faint smell of a bar. Pei Ran didn't want to take the car right now, so she took his hand and shook it, "Let's go, I feel too bored."
Yan Zhuolang nodded, since she spoke, it must be good.
The two of them walked under the lamp, Pei Ran only felt happy and plain, she only hoped that the road to happiness was so long and long, and it was best not to finish it in her whole life.
In fact, when he and Lu Zetao were together before, she also thought that it would be nice to live her life so simply, but too many things happened, Yan Zhuolang forcibly snatched her life, and forcibly changed her The trajectory of her life made her different from now on, and she even had a different understanding of love.
In fact, after meeting him, Pei Ran really changed a lot, but Pei Ran still caused him a lot of hurt. For example, when the relationship between the two of them was in crisis, she chose to let go of his hand first and leave him behind. A very embarrassed person, during that time he was helpless, even sad.
Thinking back to how much she made him sad, and how she hurt him, Pei Ran felt that she was very wrong, but she was also very fortunate, at least he never chose to let go, after she wanted to hurt him countless times He chose to persevere when he was young. If it weren't for his stubborn persistence, it would be impossible for them to be where they are now.
In any case, she is very grateful to God. Although he took so much away from her, he finally brought the most correct person to her side and stayed with him for the rest of his life.
Life was very peaceful, Pei Ran decided to visit Yan Yushu's grave, Yan Zhuolang drove the car and waited for her at the gate of the public offering, because Pei Ran said that there were many things she wanted to talk to her parents alone.
Pei Ran sat down in front of the two people's tombstones. Many people said that it was not Pei Ran's fault, but Pei Ran still felt that it had something to do with him. If he had agreed to Pei Ji's request, maybe his mother would still be there to accompany him. By his side, Pei Ji will not go to a dead end.
Maybe many things can be reshuffled.
Pei Ran didn't want to mention it, because the more she mentioned it, the more she felt that it was her fault, which would only increase the sadness in her heart.
Pei Ran sat in front of the tombs of Yan Yushu and Pei Zhengqing, with flowers beside them. Although she had already moved the tombs of the two together, seeing the photos of the two, Pei Ran felt sore in her heart, and her eyes twitched. It's red.
She stroked the tombstone lightly with her hand, but the tombstone was warm, as if comforting her, Pei Ran's eyes turned red all of a sudden, she could clearly feel that they were still by his side, but she could no longer be with them together.
Pei Ran's hand gently stroked their photo, her eyes were red, she didn't know what to do, she had love, but lost her dearest person, this was an eternal regret for her.
Her hand gently caressed Yan Yushu's photo, as if she wanted Yan Yushu to talk to her, just like before, but she was still in the photo quietly, neither speaking nor moving, but Pei Ran knew that if She is here, and she won't blame her no matter what.
"Mom, do you know that I let Jing Jing go abroad in the end. You have always loved us so much, but I didn't keep this trace of family affection well in the end. Tell me, will you hate me, will she hate me?" ? You said, am I a selfish person who drives away the people around me for myself? "
Pei Ran lowered her head, her eyes were still red. In fact, it is reasonable for Pei Jing to resent her, "Mom, occasionally I think she should hate me. If I gave Pei Ji money, you are doing well now." Yes, Mom, am I an unfilial daughter?"
"Mom, I really didn't expect things to turn out like this. Mom, I never thought that something would happen to you. Mom, I'm really sorry for you. After Dad left, I told you in front of Dad's grave that I would let you live." Good days, but before the good days started, you went to accompany Dad, and now I have nothing, is this considered God's punishment for me?"
Pei Ran threw herself in front of the tombstone, a little sad. After a while, his stomach moved slightly, as if to remind her not to be sad anymore, because of this child, Pei Ran felt that she was full of strength again.
She gently stroked her stomach, only when facing the child, she exuded an extremely gentle breath, she said softly, "Mom, Dad, you are now grandpa and grandpa, I have Zhuolang's Child, after the child is born, I will show her your photos and tell her that she has a good grandpa and grandma."
Pei Ran raised her head, the sky was blue, Pei Ran felt that the haze was gone, yes, she still has a baby, life cycle, she believed that they must protect her in another place in another way.
It was an hour after Pei Ran finished offering incense to Pei Zhengqing and Yan Yushu. This cemetery is very good, and everything was arranged by Yan Zhuolang.
After Yan Yushu's death, Pei Ran didn't want to do anything for a while, Yan Zhuolang did all the things like moving the grave by himself. He chose the best place to bury her parents together, which was a little consolation to her Bar.
Pei Ran walked slowly down the mountain with small steps, and just when he reached the gate of the cemetery, he saw Yan Zhuolang leaning against the side of the sports car, wearing a white shirt, the breeze gently blowing on his neck On his body, from a distance, he seemed to have a halo, Pei Ran couldn't help but twitched her lips, and sighed in her heart, this is her favorite man, so handsome.
Seeing that Pei Ran finally came out, Yan Zhuolang immediately walked towards Pei Ran. He saw that her eyes were a little red, and he knew that Yan Yushu was sad in her heart, so he held her wrist to give her strength, "Honey, let's go home."
Pei Ran raised her head, looked at his handsome face and said, "Honey, have you been standing here waiting for me?"
Yan Zhuolang nodded and said, "Well, I'm afraid you won't see me when you come out, I want you to see me as soon as possible, so that I can give you comfort and strength, and make you less sad."
Hearing this, Pei Ran leaned directly on Yan Zhuolang's body. Neither of them spoke, but they could feel each other's love and nostalgia for each other.
Pei Ran felt that when she got along with Yan Zhuolang, she could rest assured that no matter what she wanted to do, she could just give him a look to understand, but sometimes, the two of them would misunderstand because of a word or a word.
Love is like this, it is good when you are tied to each other, but sometimes because of the binding, there will be rifts. In this world, the most difficult thing to have is love, and the easiest thing to have is love.
Because I made an appointment with Lu Zening yesterday, Pei Ran booked a Chinese restaurant the next day. Because she was afraid of misunderstanding, Pei Ran specially sat in the window of the hall instead of sitting in the private room. She didn't know why , The defense against Lu Zening would be so great.
After ten minutes or so, Lu Zening finally arrived. Wearing a white shirt, he pulled out the chair gracefully, and smiled at Pei Ran, "Have you been waiting for a long time?"
Pei Ran heard Lu Zening's voice and was pulled back from her thoughts. She met Lu Zening's face and said calmly,
"I just arrived too, it's nothing."
Lu Zening drank a glass of water, and Pei Ran immediately handed over the menu upon seeing this, "I don't know what you want to eat, you can order it yourself, their food tastes pretty good, Zhuo Lang took me to eat a few times."
During the meal, the two of them felt a little awkward, and Pei Ran didn't know why, but when he was with him, there was an inexplicable pressure, because he was a few years older than before, and he was indescribably mature in his actions, but This kind of maturity made Pei Ran uneasy, and she was so embarrassed that she didn't know what to talk about.
Pei Ran casually ate some food, then put down her chopsticks, and said flatly to him, "Is the focus of your work now in City C or abroad?"
Lu Zening nodded, "Most are in City C, and some are abroad and other cities, but I try to stay here as much as possible, because this is my home after all, and I can still visit my brother from time to time."
Hearing this, Pei Ran couldn't help asking, "What kind of business are you doing?"
He smiled and said, "I don't do any business, and I don't make money. I just pass the time. Over the years, I and I haven't gotten along well. We just do some business to earn some money for food."
Pei Ran smiled and said, "You are much more mature than you were a few years ago. I remember you were still a child at that time, but time is not forgiving, you have grown up."
"Really? Are you complimenting me?" Lu Zening stared at Pei Ran with twinkling eyes.
Pei Ran nodded, "I feel that you are much calmer than before. If you were a child before, you are now an adult with your own opinions."
Pei Ran suddenly remembered a sentence, and said to Lu Zening, "Zening, there is something I don't know if I should say it or not?"
Seeing Pei Ran staring at him unblinkingly, Lu Zening said with a smile, "It's nothing, if you have something to say, just say it, we've been old friends for so many years."
Pei Ran stared at Lu Zening now, and her red lips parted slightly, "Zening, you are different from before. I used to think you were a child, but now you are an adult with your own opinions. I think you are like this. It is very similar to your brother, and I think you are doing well now, I am really happy, I am happy for you from the bottom of my heart."
Hearing what Pei Ran said, Lu Zening was very happy. The smile on his face was genuine. In fact, when Lu Zening worked hard these years, all he wanted was the opportunity to return to City C and take care of his brother. Pei Ran, when he was exhausted, all he could think of was Pei Ran.
Although he couldn't get her in the end, he had paid for her before. It's right that he really loved her. Although he knew it was just a dream, he really loved her.
Lu Zening smiled and said, "Pei Ran, have I really grown so much in these years?"
Pei Ran nodded without thinking, "That's right, I didn't say that, I used to treat you like a child, but now you are a mature adult."
Lu Zening smiled and said, "I'm really happy to get your affirmation."
Pei Ran smiled lightly and said, "I think if you are like this, the happiest person must be your brother. He liked you the most before. If he knows that you have achieved today, he will be very happy."
When Lu Zening heard her mention Lu Zetao, the expression on his face was only lost for a moment, and then returned to normal. In fact, Yan Zhuolang was right, Pei Ran was indeed willing to talk to her more because of Lu Zetao, if it wasn't because of his death Brother, in her mind, he is just the strangest stranger.
Pei Ran is not really stupid, since Lu Zening came back, she has come to ask her out several times, but she has always regarded him as her younger brother, and never had much affection.
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