Exclusive warm marriage

Chapter 772 In vain

She knew that the current Yan Zhuolang hated her very much, she knew that the current Yan Zhuolang only had You Li in his heart, and she also knew that she should not share the bed with him, so as not to stab his sore spot.

But, she was really greedy for his warmth, she just wanted to use this way to deceive herself, pretending that everything was the same as before, pretending that Yan Zhuolang still remembered her, and pretending that they were the happiest family of three.

She leaned on the pillow and closed her eyes, but she didn't dare to sleep, or even move around, because Yan Zhuolang had never slept well, and she could only fall asleep when she was very relaxed. His relaxed environment.

Once he woke up, it was impossible for them to share the same bed. Even if it was just a dream, let her stay in this dream for a while.

But even if she is trying to maintain this dream, the dream will eventually wake up, and Yan Zhuolang's cell phone rang after a while.

The whining sound of the mobile phone scared Pei Ran, Pei Ran shrank and closed her eyes, Yan Zhuolang was probably afraid that Yiran would wake up, so she quickly picked up the phone, answered it and walked out the door.

"Well, I have something to do tonight, so go to bed early, I'll visit you tomorrow, and then I'll take you to the restaurant you said was delicious that day..."

His words were very gentle and very soothing. Pei Ran looked at him in the distance, but felt a great sadness in her heart. The gentleness that once belonged to him now belonged to someone else.

Not only that, when Yan Zhuolang saw her and talked to her, his attitude was even colder, as if she was just a servant in the family, just a surrogate mother.

She felt it was so unfair, it was obviously her own love and her own tenderness, but now, it was taken away by another woman.

After Yan Zhuolang comforted You Li, he entered the room and saw Yi Ran and Pei Ran lying on the bed. His eyes were fixed on the woman curled up in the corner.

He is not a fool, it is impossible not to see that she is pretending to sleep.

I don't know why, but he just instinctively hates Pei Ran, and he doesn't even want to lie in the same bed with her, but he told Yiran that he would stay with her at night, and when she wakes up tomorrow, she will be able to see to him.

Is it time to go now?Or watch them all night?Yan Zhuolang stood there, a little hesitant at the moment.

Pei Ran also knew that Yan Zhuolang must be thinking now, whether he should leave or stay and wait?

Pei Ran was still thinking about what Yan Zhuolang would choose, and she heard him knocking on the door again, perhaps thinking that he was leaving now, Pei Ran immediately got up from the bed and said, "Zhuolang."

Yan Zhuolang just wanted to go to the living room to stay for a while, but he didn't expect Pei Ran to call him, so he stared straight at her, as if he wanted to ask her if she had anything else to say.

Pei Ran lifted the quilt subconsciously, and said directly, "Zhuolang, you can stay with Yiran, I can just sleep on the sofa in the living room outside." Ran really hoped that Yan Zhuolang could spend more time with her. She didn't want the father's love she just got, because she disappeared in an instant. Anyway, she has already endured a lot of grief now, and it doesn't matter if she spends more time.

Yan Zhuolang didn't say anything, and watched Pei Ran get off the bed and go to the living room.

When Pei Ran walked up to Yan Zhuolang and was about to open the door, she suddenly stopped twisting the doorknob, turned around, stared at Yan Zhuolang, and said cautiously and pleadingly, "Zhuolang, I Please, can you give me a hug before I leave, even just a little hug."

Pei Ran has been waiting for Yan Zhuolang for too many years, but since he came back, he has been very indifferent to her, not to mention a hug, he is not even willing to touch her, but now she just wants a hug, even if this is fake.

She knew in her heart that she missed him like crazy, and dreamed that he was hugging her countless times at midnight, but when the real person appeared in front of him, she couldn't touch him anymore.

Yan Zhuolang frowned, and glanced at Pei Ran, his gaze was very cold.

When Pei Ran saw his ice-cold face, his heart felt as if someone had cut his heart open one by one, the pain was so painful that he couldn't even speak.

Why is it so uncomfortable, why is it torturing her like this.

Thinking of this, her grievances increased several times. She couldn't control her body, and threw herself into his arms like crazy, hugged him tightly, and exhausted all her strength to breathe what belonged to him. temperature.

How much pain she has endured these years, how much grievance she has suffered all these years alone.

Yan Zhuolang can feel the woman in his arms trembling, he can feel that she needs his comfort now, his body seems to be out of his control and wants to hug her tightly, even to hold her...

He shook his head, why did he have such a weird idea?Impossible, this is just a strange woman, he can't be sorry to Yuli, Yuli is still waiting for him.

Seeing his indifference, Pei Ran burst into tears, and every time she cried, it seemed as if she had pulled the wound on her heart, and she cried even harder.

But when she cried, Yan Zhuolang seemed indifferent, staring at her indifferently, she was like a stranger.

Pei Ran knew that he had forgotten himself, and no matter what he did, he would not be able to get his response and pity. In this case, he should choose to be strong.

Pei Ran withdrew from his embrace, wiped the tears in his eyes with his hands, and said in a low voice, "Zhuolang, I will definitely remind you of me, and I will definitely restore your memory, no matter what happened We will not divorce, and I will never give up on you!"

After finishing speaking, Pei Ran turned around firmly.

Yan Zhuolang looked at Pei Ran's back, and he clearly felt how lost and sad this woman was at the moment.

It's just that his eyes can't focus so much, he can only think clearly, how to get Pei Ran to sign and make Pei Ran decide to divorce him, this is her relief and redemption.

Pei Ran is really sad now, even though she wants to deceive herself too much, even if she wants to tell herself that all this is false, but the reality still tells her cruelly that Yan Zhuolang hates him very much now, and she is not willing to be with him for a second He is together.

He is the most important man in her life, but now he doesn't even want to stay with her for a while, how hurtful it is, this is simply a huge joke.

Pei Ran walked to the living room in a daze and lay down on the sofa. The door of Yan Zhuolang and Yiran's room was slammed shut, and she fell into the boundless darkness and the pain of tossing and turning.

She thought that this kind of loneliness would never happen again, but she was really wrong. After crossing the mountain, it may not be the sea, and there are more mountains waiting for her.

Pei Ran tossed in despair on the bed for a long time, she really couldn't sleep, she got up from the bed, went to get the ipad in the corner, now she was full of thoughts, how to help Yan Zhuolang recover his memory.

She knew that only after he fully recovered, everything would be the same as before.

Pei Ran has been playing with the IPAD and looking up information, she has collected a lot of useful information, and then sleepiness finally hit at dawn.

Maybe she was really too tired, but Pei Ran curled up on the sofa. She told herself that she would get up in a while, and continue to check the information later, and she must find useful key information.

The sun is slowly rising, and a new day will be greeted soon, because Yan Zhuolang has been busy with too many things recently, and he who is usually used to getting up early did not wake up today, but Yiran opened his eyes first .

Yiran opened her big beautiful eyes, Xu was surprised that there was a man beside her instead of Pei Ran, and subconsciously began to cry.

Because of her crying, Yan Zhuolang also woke up subconsciously. After he opened his eyes, he saw Yiran rubbing his eyes and crying loudly. He was so scared that he quickly hugged her into his arms, very doting She coaxed her, and asked what was going on, Yiran would only cry when she was sad, she was irrational at all, and ignored him as a father at all.

Yan Zhuolang was very helpless, he didn't like her crying like this.

"Where is mom, where is mom, mom..."

Yiran was already used to Pei Ran being by her side, since she just woke up and there was no one familiar with her, she naturally started to cry, she completely forgot that it was she who asked Yan Zhuolang to sleep with her, now she I just want to find a familiar person to coax her and hug her.

Yan Zhuolang looked at Yiran crying, and felt very distressed. In his mind, he felt that he had seen this scene somewhere before, but he couldn't remember it all at once.

After a few seconds, he suddenly remembered that his precious daughter and Pei Ran were almost carved out of the same mold, but he remembered that she cried sadly in front of him several times, and every time he almost couldn't help but rush Go up and tell her not to cry.

Yiran was crying more and more now, and Yan Zhuolang was also thinking about these messy things, so he could only do what Yiran said, find her mother first, so he opened the door to find Pei Ran.

He still remembered that yesterday Pei Ran said that she would sleep in the living room, and when he opened the door of Yiran's room, he saw Pei Ran curled up on the sofa with only a layer of blankets on her body, and her slippery clothes on the floor IPAD.

Yan Zhuolang frowned, is this woman crazy?How could he fall asleep on the sofa like this?

He walked up to her and accidentally stepped on a corner of the IPAD. He subconsciously bent down and picked up the IPAD. He wanted to see what she was playing with, but he didn't expect to see the content that hadn't been closed after opening it. , he froze in place.

The websites on the IPad are all about treating amnesia, and Pei Ran has collected many websites, all of which are experts' websites.

It seems that Pei Ran is really thinking of a way to restore his memory and make everything go back to the past. It seems that he is not just talking, she really cares about his amnesia.

Yan Zhuolang was a little shocked, and glanced at Pei Ran. Her face was really tired, but it looked so painful.

Obviously, he couldn't remember anything, but she still wanted him to restore all his memories.

Thinking of her working so hard, he couldn't help but want to give her a little warmth, he couldn't help but want to pinch her face, as if he used to comfort her like this.